ice cream anyone?

so last night i fell asleep watching the lovely bones and waiting up for my mom to get home who was at a concert in san jose of i dont even know what and she says she didnt get home till lik 2am! wut kinda shit is that!! a 48 year old women should not b out the late. and my dad in mexico.. hella bad! haha but anyways i forgot my alarm was on and it went off at 7am.. the was just great! ughh i hated it tho and went right back to sleep!! haha i think it was 9:24 when i got up to pee haha then my mom walked into the bathroom soundin all sick and shit i just walked out after i said good morning to her and hopped right back into bed. but then i got hungry so i looked in the fridge and looked around to see if there was anything i could make myself and nothing really but left overs from blancas graduation from last weekend but i didnt want dinner food for breakfast so i just made myself some tortilla con huevo which is fried pieces of tortilla and scrambled eggs together with the tortillas. i made myself to much cuz i didnt even wana finish it.. but i didnt want to throw it away so i forced myself to eat it. then i just lounged around for a little while looking at the news paper pretending to read it.. hahahaha!! i crack myself up all the time! haha so anyways then i came back to my room to catch up on my days of lives haha and boy was it a pretty good episode! haha then i was lik ok time to get up and get dressed and see what there is to do today haha. but first i polished my toes since they were just clear coated. but then i had to wait for them to dry but i was smart and put my pants on first so that i didnt have to wait hella long for them to dry then i didnt know what to do so i polished my nails but didnt lik the way they looked so i unpolished then haha i always do that when i dont lik it. but anyways then i realized i didnt finish watching the lovely bones so i went back. dam that fucken movie wasnt as good as i thot it was going to b! not scary at all and i kept waiting for something to happen and it just didnt! ughhh good thing i didnt pay to watch that movie and no it wasn't no bootleg it was a rental! so ma mom came in near the end and she had a good ass looking sandwich and it was look hella fuckin good lik no fucken lie!!! so after that movie was over i decided to make me a sandwich and dam was it good!!! then my mom wanted to watch another movie and i didnt know which one to chose so then i just kept looking and i hella wanted to watch slumdog millionaire which i hella love!! ughh that is my movie no lie! mom and vero both hella knocked out so i was watching it by myself and i was just lik watever. then roach started texting me and she was in sac town then she wanted to kick it since she leaves in the morning to LA for the summer for some internship out there. but honestly i dont care if we dont kick it.. she never asked me how my first year in college was going or anything of that sort.. we had hardly no communication this past year and now all of a sudden she wants so kick it..um whatever im cool you go do your thing and ill do mines. so anyways i forgot to mention manuel whos my best friend got all butt hurt cuz i told him that all he cares about is getting his present so i wans't talkin to him for being an ass. but he's lik that all the time i honestly have no idea why i haven't gotten used to it.. maybe cuz i believe that he can change or that mayb he loves me enough not to treat me lik that. but i dont know why i dont learn. ughh i just really need to learn not to give a shit about anyone but i can't.. that not who i am.. no matter how hard i try not to care i just end up caring more.. mayb because if i stop caring and people start leaving my life i will b all alone and i dont want that. i want to be surrounded by many many people all of which who love me and want to b in my life and really truly care about me. idk im just a very loving and caring person and i just cant change that no matter how hard i try.. but anyways when the movie was over i kept telling my mom to get up and shower cuz she had been working in the garden and hadn't showered and she was hella sick and a shower would definitely make her feel better.. plus i hella didnt want to b in the house anymore! haha so i kept telling her to hurry up and shower so she could take me and vero to fentons cuz i had been craving for lik the longest time! plus it was a hot day.. perfect day to get some ice cream. so we went and ate hella quick. i think it was the shortest visit ever!! normally they b takin hella long! haha so we left then my mom was trying to show me and vero where ma dad and her were finna buy their property for when they die i was lik why do i wana see?? shes lik well when we die you gotta know where to go visit once we die cuz we dont care we gone b dead.. but enough bout dead people.. we headed to mami coco's house and chilled their for a lil while i finally got to hold christian lik forreal this time and i was messing with vale lik always. and she cried lik always cuz thats what she does when she doesn't get what she wants but then we had to leave cuz my mom was tryna get some medicine from the store so we went to the walgreens on the way home.. the walgreens is under construction so the entrance was on the other side.. she went straight to the medicine isle and i swear i saw some one i hella didnt wana see and had lik a heart attack but luckily it wasn't the person i thot it was. and my mom cudnt find the medicine she needed but i went to go look for stretch mark removal creams but all i could find was cocoa butter and i really hope that works cuz im super insecure about the stretch marks and my weight thats why i try and go to the gym as often as i can but thats still not enough to make me slim down..ugh girls have it way hard! so then we came home. i had to finish washing so i have clean clothes back at skool for the last week and then i decided to good myself haha boy was i having way to much fun! i found myself everywhere haha naw jp but there were a couple articles about me. i was hella excited cuz im googlable haha!! even tho that hella aint a word haha but anyways for some reason my mom asked bout my boyfriend and i was lik i dont have one. she said what happen to the one you had?? i was lik i left him she was lik why?? and i just told her i didnt want to talk about it and she asked again and i told her again i didnt want to talk about it and then she asked me how i felt compared to my first break up and i was lik oh im perfectly fine! haha she was lik ok good. then she went to go watch a movie with vero in her room and i decided to watch the latest episode of one tree hill and it was sooooo effin good! they left the season with so much suspense and i can't wait till the next season comes out! then i decided to write on my blogger b4 i go to bed..and now im so tired i dont even wana get up in the morning for church but i know i probably should cuz i haven't been in a while and it would prolly do me some good. i forgot to mention i talked to my mom about not going to skool anymore and she was totally ok with it but i still have to go to skool so the insurance could cover me and that would be extra bad. so i hella love cooking and i want to have my own business but i absolutely hate skool and cant do the whole read this now take this test and i expect you to pass. i just cant do it and my mom understands that but we have to b real i aint got no money or credit and no education theres really limited things i could do. so she said why dont you go study in spain? and i thot that wud b a great idea.. study in a different country and have my friend paola's aunt begonia teach me about spanish cooking since she is an amazing cook! its perfect! i get out and study abroad but i also get to experience new things and learn so much more then what i could ever imagine if i were here. im so excited im truly looking into skools that are out there. hopefully i can get some money to go out there and study and hopefully begonia will have me as her foreign daughter and let me stay with her and teach me a whole lot of things about spanish cuisine.. im way too excited i think i might b getting a lil ahead of myself.. so for now i just have to try really hard to make everything work out and we'll see where i am this fall..
this is my life and if you dont like it then dont read it! good night world!