alarm went off and i turned it off cuz i wasn't ready to get up and go to class so i went back to sleep. meanwhile jackie was awake typing away on god knows what..possibly her concert report that was due that morning in our world music class?? idk but i just went back to sleep. when i realized it was probably time to get up it was already 9:30 and i was debating on whether i should get up and hustle so i cud have breakfast or stay in bed for 15 more mins and go straight to class. i got up wen to the bathroom got dressed and left. headed for the dinning hall knowing that my next chance at a meal wud b at 3 or later i walked to the dinning hall in the rain. two slices of sausage some eggs and potatoes plus some organe juice on the side to help me with my cold was what i had in my stomach that morning. headed for class still raining listening to my ipod. the walk isn't long but there's a lot of stairs heading down which is good but its a pain with stairs and hills all over campus. if i wud change one thing about the skool it would be to have it flat like cal or some other skool that doesn't require you to go on a hike just to get to your classes for the day! so i went to class turned in my concert report grabbed a seat and sat there till class started.. i truly thot i would lik that class but i dont anymore.. it's annoying and the teacher is too..whack ass crazy examples and hella ppl half the time i fall asleep or listen to music or talk to jackie if we sit together..anyways she let us out kinda early and thank god cuz i had to get to my other class which was lals. i hella fell asleep in that class too ughhh i sleep to much. but for some reason i had lik the worse sleep so i just kept falling asleep. idk i thot i liked that class but actually i really dont.. i dont even wana go to skool anymore.. its too much work a waste of time and a huge waste of money! ughhh i cud do so much work out there in the real world. but anyways i was dreading my next class cuz we had a quiz and i hella dont lik that class either but hey im doing the best i can with what i know..so i went to my next class listening to my ipod chillin waiting for class to start.. waiting for the quiz.. i knew some stuff but we helped each other lik always.. shhh but yeah anyways i had to go to section afterwards and it was whack the final is next week and i feel lik i dont know shit! ughhh anyways at the end of class my TA gave me my midterm and she said that my second essay she couldnt count cuz i used some stuff that i wrote in the first essay and she can't count it so she said she would let me write another essay so she could grade it fairly and if i didnt want another one then she would give me whatever credit she could.. so of course i told her i would right another one so that i could get a better grade.. but on the other hand i got a 29/30 on my definitions which was hella good and i was hella happy and she said i had excellent discussion and explanation of terms and i was hella happy. so i went back to my room caught up on my days of our lives soap opera then went to watch the boys play their basketball playoff game.. too bad they lost because they played a really good ass game and they had a good season but hopefully they'll get the champs next time..im guna miss watching them play basketball and going to the gym cuz i might not come back next year too expensive at this daam skool.. ughhh anyways came back to oakes and started working on this paper.. i thot it was going to be hard but then i started to read and then it got easier. i got hungry so i go a tamal from my fridge :) and some paella :) so happy that my stomach is full and happy! chillin in christinas room and we bouta have a sleepover cuz we only got less then 2 weeks together and no matter how annoying this girl mayb i hella love her and im guna miss her when skools out.. now im just chillin watchin some one tree hill and writing this.. but ima KO soon im hella tired! ughh ok well this is my life and if you dont lik it well dont read it and thats that

Diary

I decided to make my blogger into a diary because i need somewhere to release everything i have inside. i know that no one reads this and if they do then they will know my whole life story. i think in order to love myself more and grow i need to release everything i have inside and b full on real with myself so that i can grow to b a better person. i will right my thoughts, prayers concerns everything thats in my head and heart i will release through my finger tips because i cant keep holding things in and there really isn't anyone in the world that i can completely trust or tell everything to so uncensored unedited this is my life.

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shit chillin in the motha fuckin study lounge tryna get some reading done! ahhhhhhh kinda behind on this reading but i will catch up..eventually

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New Beginnings

Dear 2009,
Some of the best things happened while you were around, but i regret to inform you that there is a new year in my life by the name of 2010 and we have big plans together. Please stay out of my life! I dont regret that you were in my life but i've moved on and i think that you shud do the same. you gave me a lot of joy, laugher, pain, anger, stress but in the end it was all worth it. but just please stay outta ma way cuz me and 2010 have big plans and they most certainly do not include you!!!
Love,
TheeBaddest<3
you'll always b my number one tho. but its clearly time to move forward.

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THANKS DEXS!!!!!!!

college life.

college life love it hate it.
what can you do! hahaha
newest blog in a hella long ass time.
wow i gotta start bloggin sumore!
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